[Soft*Silver]

I am taking high doses of pain meds to deal with the tooth infection I have. I am seeing the dentist on Weds. But while I am waiting, the razor sharp pain in my mouth is wearing me down. I cant even put my tongue on that tooth. Thus, the pain meds.

Pain medication does a number on my personality. I am not so much fun to be around. I have to give it to chrissy for understanding how to deal with me. he darts in and out of the room, bringing me items, checking on me, then giving me space. I hate being fussed over when I am in pain. I am likely to chew someone's arm off.

I remembered today, some of my exes and how they dealt with me when I was in pain. Some did rather good. And a few, deserved Worst Partner of the Century awards. Glad those days are over. Glad the one here is a good person, and reads me well.

Weds is just a day and a half away...we can do this...