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Kenna · 06-03-2012, 09:09 PM

Because pain, disability and chronic exhaustion prevent me from enjoying myself... I miss:

deeply intimate moments
after-sex treats and cool down time
the after-sex glow (instead of pain)
cooling down, then my partner working me up again, then the second round being even more aggressive and passionate
being incredibly flexible and experimental with new positions
leg muscle stamina
knees that didn't feel like broken glass when straddling my partner
skin that didn't feel nerve pain when touched
the look on my partner's face and the sounds they make when they are totally into the moment and I can tell they are completely satisfied and turned on
and I miss being told that I'm the best they've ever had, how they love that I'm an amazing lover when I take care of their every need and desire...and how they are so totally crazy about how flexible, inventive and passionate I am.
I miss pain free passion and pain free emotional connections.
the Fire I once had
I miss a time when disability didn't rob me of intimacy and other things I enjoy.
I miss a time when my mind could cope with loss.

06-03-2012, 09:09 PM	#115
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,193 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	Because pain, disability and chronic exhaustion prevent me from enjoying myself... I miss: deeply intimate moments after-sex treats and cool down time the after-sex glow (instead of pain) cooling down, then my partner working me up again, then the second round being even more aggressive and passionate being incredibly flexible and experimental with new positions leg muscle stamina knees that didn't feel like broken glass when straddling my partner skin that didn't feel nerve pain when touched the look on my partner's face and the sounds they make when they are totally into the moment and I can tell they are completely satisfied and turned on and I miss being told that I'm the best they've ever had, how they love that I'm an amazing lover when I take care of their every need and desire...and how they are so totally crazy about how flexible, inventive and passionate I am. I miss pain free passion and pain free emotional connections. the Fire I once had I miss a time when disability didn't rob me of intimacy and other things I enjoy. I miss a time when my mind could cope with loss.