i remember the day my dad left....
i remember how mean my mom got after that...
i remember the last time she hit me...i told her if she ever did that again...i'd kill her...i meant it and she knew it...i was 18yo...it scared the shit outta the both of us.....
i remember realizing that i'm gay and the fear and disgust i felt...
i remember my first love... <3
i remember when my life started getting better....
and now....i remember to be thankful and to pray....everyday...