[Rockinonahigh]

Lack of motivation,has been a problem of mine for a while,but I have times im right on the money and things are great.I honestly do beleave some of it is from not being around possitive reinforcements that keep me on the right track.I shoot a lot of pool and have for the last three years,I have gone from a begainer to a fairly good player but hear lately I havent played consistantly as well as I did last year.Part of my problem is im on a league team that has just falling apart,by that I mean no one is playing casue its fun anymore,there is no team cohesiveness or inthuseasm.For the last two years we have been the top ladies team in out area but havent been able to win in the playoffs wich has not done any good for us as a team.Last night we had a game..people on our team came ,played when it was theire time to play,them left after playing.Out of 5 games we didnt win one...heck we havent won a games since we started this session.Its bumed us all out,tonight is my 9 ball night and im seriously thinking of calling out cause I dint want to deal with our resident hot shot amature who is constaltly calling time outs on everyone...really he neend to win a fue games himself befor trying to tell others what to do.Yes,I do spend lots of time playing pool since I retired,I like being competive by improveing my skills at the game...last year I won 16 contenus games part in 8 ball the rest in 9 ball.I'm seriously considering droping out of playing pool the next session just to give me some down time from team play then just play for myself in some of the inhouse amaeture pool tournaments at the local pool halls,at least it will be a change and a chalenge.
As for the rest of my life ,well its going pretty well,my diabetis is under controll,im exersisenign 3 or more days a week plus im eating better because of being accountable for balanceig those parts of my life,so I do have parts of things going well.