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Senior Member
How Do You Identify?:
A Lady..Femme..Free Spirit with a touch of survivalist woman in me.
Preferred Pronoun?:
Spiritual Warrior..She Ra..Baby Doll, or anything close..ha!
Relationship Status:
In perfect love and perfect trust I believe that will be directed..for now Just friends in my life.
Join Date: Mar 2010
Location: Live in Utah but take trips to Arkansas. Plan to move there eventually.
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Originally Posted by DapperButch
It's been 2 years and 8 months and I still want one.
It seems to be worse on vacation. Kind of like since we are doing something special we should be "allowed" to smoke. Since we are away and on vacation it shouldn't "count" or something. We should be given a reprieve from the addiction part of it/hell that will ensue if I pick up again, and just enjoy the cigarette, without consequence. So odd. Magical thinking.
Anyway, it happened this past week when we were away at the beach. I said to tantalizing...."lets buy cigarettes!" (she quit when I did). Of course we didn't, but....
My point is, for me it never changes. If I could "get away with it" (meaning, if smoking didn't cause health problems"), I'd be the first in line!
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HA! Way to go on not getting them...And even better, WAY TO GO ON THE HONESTY PART...smiles
I so want one still that is no lie...Just is easier to say no.
And I as well look at the health issues now. TIMES TO SHORT!.
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Believe what people show you the first time.
It will keep you in balance, and will show you truth!
~*~ Author unknown ~*~
When negative thoughts come to mind,
Let them die stillborn.
Speak and do posotive in any situation,
And watch your dreams grow and flurish.
If you can't say anything posotive, Zip it up.
Do not give birth to that which you do not want to see grow.
See it, Believe it, Own it, Have it!
~*~ Lady Pamela ~*~
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