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Senior Member
How Do You Identify?:
Mr Mtn's babygirl
Preferred Pronoun?:
girly, she
Relationship Status:
fiercely protected ♥
Join Date: Jan 2010
Location: Moving home in OR with Him VERY soooon !!
Posts: 2,548
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Hearing from my father and realizing that he is back in the alcohol again.
This really, really saddens me, and i worry about him and his health.
i am dealing with it much differently this time though, shows the growth within me, that which is much healthier for me mentally & emotionally.
It's his addiction. i can love him, and worry about him. But i can't change him.
i hope, hope, hope that he finds his path to recovery..And if he needs my help, he'll have it 110%. Until then, i cannot take this on.. It triggers me, and it's not healthy for me...i recognize this and acknowledge it..
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my Mantra: i am letting go of angers, continuing to find forgiveness, welcoming inner peace & deserving of it all.
my facebook weight loss page:
http://www.facebook.com/asyllyjourney
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