[Ginger]

This is so introspective, I really liked reading it.

Originally Posted by ferret

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm a big mushball.

If you really knew me, you'd know how hard it is for me to forgive, yet so incredibly easy to write someone off.

If you really knew me, the two things I struggle with often are lack of patience and having a bit of a temper.

If you really knew me, I'm always ready to bail on someone, but only because I'm afraid of getting hurt.

If you really knew me, you'd know how much I crave intimacy, and long for a healthy relationship. But because I get scared and have a tendency to sabotage things, I don't know how realistic of me to even hope for that.