[WingsOnFire]

there are several things on m mind.... Finally had to give in to the headache and leave the BFP suite....

Something I have been pondering for a very long time. Wondering when does it change? When do the feelings of inadequacies that creep in when you doubt yourself stop creeping? Do they ever? One minute life is great... The next your on an emotional roller coaster. It can really drain you. I am hoping I am on the upward climb of the last rung of the roller coaster. I have made the right decisions lately that benefit my life. Moving to Oregon was the best thing for me. I didn't have to jump that hurtal it just fell away.

When I got my job here I was blown away at what a wonderful job it is. Life is starting to definitely move in the right direction.

Now....to get rid of those creeping feelings of inadequacies that I have had all my life. I am worthy.