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Kenna · 03-15-2010, 12:45 AM

Being able to LET GO of raw, hurtful feelings...truly let go.... and feeling such relief and support during and afterwords.

One thing that I did, which felt AMAZING, to let go.... was to deliberately, completely and with a peaceful & liberated mind and soul, PERMANENTLY delete over 500 text messages on my phone that I was hanging onto for some odd reason. How letting go of that negative, hurtful history truly made me feel at peace and a weight lifted. What led me to finally let go? Hope, Confidence, Strength, Faith, Sincere Friendship, Support and a feeling that I could finally let go and move on. This new found Confidence and Peace will help me face the grief of recent events.

Why on earth I was holding onto all those texts received from someone I had to file a PFA against a year ago or so, is beyond me... I didn't realize it was still victimizing me!! Even if I never read them, I knew they were there and it was a constant reminder. I strive to be a SURVIVOR... why did I allow myself to hold onto all that negative stuff?

I have finally LET GO.

03-15-2010, 12:45 AM	#704
Kenna Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Fiery, Sassy, Tough As Nails, Femme Tomboy Preferred Pronoun?: She Relationship Status: I am your favorite hello and hardest goodbye. Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: NC & CO Posts: 4,806 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,624 Thanked 12,196 Times in 3,779 Posts Rep Power: 21474856	in the last few days... Being able to LET GO of raw, hurtful feelings...truly let go.... and feeling such relief and support during and afterwords. One thing that I did, which felt AMAZING, to let go.... was to deliberately, completely and with a peaceful & liberated mind and soul, PERMANENTLY delete over 500 text messages on my phone that I was hanging onto for some odd reason. How letting go of that negative, hurtful history truly made me feel at peace and a weight lifted. What led me to finally let go? Hope, Confidence, Strength, Faith, Sincere Friendship, Support and a feeling that I could finally let go and move on. This new found Confidence and Peace will help me face the grief of recent events. Why on earth I was holding onto all those texts received from someone I had to file a PFA against a year ago or so, is beyond me... I didn't realize it was still victimizing me!! Even if I never read them, I knew they were there and it was a constant reminder. I strive to be a SURVIVOR... why did I allow myself to hold onto all that negative stuff? I have finally LET GO.