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Old 10-14-2012, 08:01 AM   #202
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My mom died over 32 years ago, when i was 19.
For no particular reason, i miss her terribly today.
I want to lay my head on her lap so she'll play with my hair like i remember.
I dream about her a lot lately, and in my dreams she is old and frail - like she looked when she was dying, even though she was only 60.
I was taking care of her, unlike i was able to do when she was dying because of lack of resources at my young age.
I'm 51 now, but i don't care how this sounds:
I want my mommy.
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