Hey there -
Wow, great question - I'd love to hear your answers (feel free all you generous souls to PM me as well!). I'm right with you - I really thought single life after the break up of my 10 year marriage would be ... at least not this bad. Or lonely. I'm fine alone, in fact I do need alone time. But I have taken on this feeling sort of like a tree falling in the forest. If nobody's with me with whom to share the experience, what's the point? I end up feeling more alone than if I just fart around on the internet, find obscure stuff on cable, and rotate between the three dinners I usually eat. I'm 45 - I wrote before about age and my area. It IS very queer friendly, but whatever Western Mass would like to think of itself, it is not open to guys way post physical transition. I spend most of my time when not working trying to avoid the sinking feeling of unresolved heartbreak - I lost both of my kids - I bought a great house after the breakup so the three of us could heal, and then was hammered with lawsuit after lawsuit over custody. Wah wah ... anyone, overshare. But I feel you. I wish I had some insight. I've had a little luck on one of the mainstream dating sites, so little it's pathetic but I have had a few exchanges. I have this ... feeling. It's very vague and I can't always access it, that someone is out there. I wish I had more to offer, but you're not alone in this.
[QUOTE=Darbonaire;677470]As a guy who is an FTM / male.....living, being seen, & IS male.....it's really tough being in the mid- 50's to find anyone...much less a woman who is attracted to guys like us. I live stealth except for a few close friends & that's how I like it. I do have a question that has come up from my last relationship however & I would love to get some totally honest answers......you can send them in PM or not...but, honest is the key.
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