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SomethingBeautiful · 10-21-2012, 11:49 AM

There's so much on my mind. So much. Family, a wonderful friend, my life. My love - if I'm even able to keep something so important in my life without fucking it up. I just don't know. I have so many emotions and I want them to come out the right way. *Plays with fingertips* I've never really been one to be open about my thought process but somedays I wish I could just have a nice warm cup of coffee and enjoy an online conversation and feel connected again. I lost or misplaced a big chunk of who I am at my core for months because of new experiences and I'm scared the damage I caused can't be healed. I don;t know if anyone knows what that's like. I have hope. I'll stay and do the best I can at being the person I know the people I care for are missing. I just want somebody to take my hand and tell me they understand and that I'll always have that. Maybe I need too much.
Maybe I should stop thinking.

10-21-2012, 11:49 AM	#9038
SomethingBeautiful Member How Do You Identify?: Neither butch nor femme Preferred Pronoun?: She/her, captain? :P Relationship Status: Existant & no so complex anymore Join Date: Apr 2011 Location: Wonderland Posts: 119 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 112 Thanked 365 Times in 108 Posts Rep Power: 2659510	There's so much on my mind. So much. Family, a wonderful friend, my life. My love - if I'm even able to keep something so important in my life without fucking it up. I just don't know. I have so many emotions and I want them to come out the right way. Plays with fingertips I've never really been one to be open about my thought process but somedays I wish I could just have a nice warm cup of coffee and enjoy an online conversation and feel connected again. I lost or misplaced a big chunk of who I am at my core for months because of new experiences and I'm scared the damage I caused can't be healed. I don;t know if anyone knows what that's like. I have hope. I'll stay and do the best I can at being the person I know the people I care for are missing. I just want somebody to take my hand and tell me they understand and that I'll always have that. Maybe I need too much. Maybe I should stop thinking.