I am wondering why there is nothing I want to buy anymore. Im totally uninterested in material things. There is nothing I desire in my life right now. I find that both interesting and lightly disturbing. Disturb is too strong. I wonder if it is like stopping running ? I cannot remember the last time I ran. I cannot remember the last time I really wanted something..... except maybe cake with thick pink frosting....
All that I desire is intangible.