I hate to be a negative Nelly.... but I'm getting to the point in my life where I'm tired of waiting for things.... I have missed out on so much.... and the past few months have been trying to my soul..... There's not much in life that I absolutely have to have.... but the few things I wanted to do this year have not come to fruition....and yes there's always next year....but... I still can't help feeling disappointed....and defeated.....