[LoyalWolfsBlade]

This site is on mind lately. On how I used to look forward to coming here and finding connection with the community. When I could come and almost every thread either made me smile or laugh because of something one of the people on my friend list has said. Now though it is almost a chore for me to come here. Not even the thought of posting in my own thread draws me here any loner. I now almost always worry about being misunderstood and judged. This upsets me because I have so much in real life going on that the old laughter would have been appreciated and writing without feeling the fear of being misunderstood was desperately needed. No one has said anything or done anything to make me feel this way, it is just the energy I get when I come here now. Maybe it is the holiday season, maybe it is an over tired mind being paranoid, or it could be real that this is just the wrong site for me. *Sigh* so this site is on my mind and what I need or want to do about it now.