remembering just a little ways backwards, i can do more than my heart used to let me do. i'm thankful that i have energy, and i hope that i don't waste too much of it. when i do, maybe it will be counted as good times or learning, ... from here on out. back in june, before the surgery on my heart, ... i told the nurses/doctors that this would be the sweetest heart they've ever seen lol. i flirted with the anesthesiologist right before she did her thing, i don't know if she knew what i was doing or not LOL. we both laughed. since the surgery, i've been angry. i pray that i lose that anger. i'm thankful for every day i get see my momma, and all the rest of my loves. i'm thankful for you all, ... health and happiness to you.
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