[Leigh]

Originally Posted by fiercegrrl

i've had such a long and rough week. so many tears. i just can't get them to stop. granted some of the tears have come from people doing amazing things to help me. i keep finding out about fundraisers in the works to benefit me. sometimes i feel guilty about all that though.

i finally reached the anger. the anger that i'm so young and so sick. i should be out with my friends. i should be looking cute scoping out the single butches who have emerged from winter hibernation. i should be making art and finding shows for it. i should be hating my job still. i should be laughing. and playing in my garden.

but i'm not. and i can't change that. or i could but i will die. maybe not tomorrow but sometime soon. and i'm not ready for that. so i have to spend the next 21 weeks fighting and feeling like hell.

i hope when i wake up tomorrow i feel better. i feel like such a burden to anyone i cry to right now..

(((((((((((fierce)))))))))))) It sucks to see anyone so sick, regardless of age, but I agree that you should be out there enjoying life (even though right now your not able to). Hopefully you will feel better soon and know that even if you feel like a burden your not, people are there for you because they care and if you need them I have no doubt they are all there for you

If you need an extra shoulder or just a friend, know that you can message Me anytime