[Kenna]

I'm torn...
She doesn't claim "Butch" or other identifiers...she isn't femme (her words) ... I see and feel her masculine female energy ... to people on the outside of our little personal bubble, she presents as Butch but she isn't. She mentioned the other day that she's always felt and been tomboy but she's uncomfortable with being identified by others as Butch, Dyke or Lesbian ...what I'm getting to is she's female identified with incredible energy and masculine qualities ...and I often find myself drawn in by her hands. I never understood the attraction until now....only it's a bit more complicated for me.
Wish I could take and post pictures .. with her approval of course...
I once apologized for objectifying her (when we were joking around and I'd made comment about a certain quality) .. her response was "you can objectify me anytime, baby doll"...
Told her today ( when we were talking about losing weight) that she "carries her Sexy very well"... but those hands.... one of the many qualities that show her strength ...