[SleepyButch]

I am sitting here lying on my bed just thinking about life.. my dog's life... my old girl is lying here snoring next to me... for now.. she is peaceful.. resting... happy.. but her heart is not good, she gets four meds twice a day and it makes me sad to think about all of that.

I try to be positive most of the time and think about how she's doing well and how I still have her.. I tell her I love her daily... give her love...but sometimes, it's hard not to think of the alternative. I always hate having to make the decision to help one of my pups cross over to a better place and I hope with everything in me, that I won't have to do that anytime soon with her. Her heart will never get better, all we can do is make her comfortable. I keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best.

I'm rubbing her soft ears.. she is so damn cute!