[deb0670]

I am going into work and telling them that i physically cannot keep doing this job. I just started it not even three weeks ago but it is killing me. I have had 20 hernia repairs.. seriously.. and last one was in April of 2011 where they cut me open, repaired too many hernias to count, cut my abdominal muscles on the left and right sides, pulled them in front and sewed them up with mesh above and below that, then closed me up with 49 staples from my sternum to pubic bone. It took so long to recover from that. Well, Saturday, not even half way thru my work, i felt the old familiar pain in my lower abdomen on the right side and panicked.i prolly should have stopped right there, but i had to finish my day.. at the end of my work, i had to walk home. which is only about a 5 min walk.. but i was hurting so badly by the time i got home i could hardly breathe.
Sucky thing about all this is.. this will be the second job i lost in less than 6 months. i am gonna ask them if there is any other positions that i could work in .. cause i so want to work.. but if not.. then i will give my two week notice.sighs..
so many other things on my mind too.. but this is one of the biggest.