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Old 12-27-2012, 05:34 PM   #9661
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I agree with you totally, SB. I am a HUGE beliver in telling folks just how much I care for them. I always think of "today could be your last day, and if you felt it, but didn't share it, then it meant nothing".
I always believe in calling my close friends often, and saying that to them, so they DO know how much they mean.
I am one who gets attached very easily, deeply, and wholly. Time waits for NO ONE...so I am usually always the first to say "I love you" and majority of the time, I am the one who loves the deepest. That is okay, too, for each has their own ways.
This morning I saw Medusa's post about Mike, almost 2 minutes after she posted it. His death hit me hard...for I "felt" his sincerity, his gentleness, and his huge heart...and he has been on my mind all day. I tried to nap a bit this afternoon ( I am with the beginnings of a dang cold) but couldn't relax enough to get there.
I want my GF to always be able to "know" and to "feel" what I feel for her. I end the day with her, and I usually always text her when I get up to let her know I am thinking of her.
In my own huge heart of hearts, I am also easy to "forgive" others...because I want to let that "negativity" of bygones go. Of course, some things I can't "forget" but for most part I do.
Most of my posts I will end with "I heart you all"...for I truly do heart most people I know.
When that sun sinks, I want to have my heart be whole, clean, and pure...and I want my people to know they ARE loved..beyond all measure...and especially that one special gal....
So yes, love and showing people is on my mind.
The song If Tomorrow Never Comes, is always my last thought at night, so "she" will know..I always did..I always will. I do so now...
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