[Sun]

Looks like I am going out for sushi tonight with the girls. I just watched them swim and then soak in a hot tub, while giggle and laugh like little girls. Wish I had them in my life when they were little. Feels like I missed out on so much. Life can be so serious for them..one has so much pressure in High School with SAT prep and AP classes. Then life in general. The other has massive college pressure to deal with. They are great students and beautiful people. It is so nice to watch them cut loose and just play.

One is a vegetarian and the other will eat anything. lol. Going out to dinner with them will be an adventure. Oddly I have been craving Korean bbq with kimchi. Has anyone made Korean bbq beef? A Chef friend gave me a recipe and I need to try it out. Whenever I am near a Korean neighborhood I look for the busy bbq joint. Its a favorite.

Growing up, Sunday's were always big family dinner day. There was no such thing as working or going out with friends. We gathered at my Grandmothers home and we had a big feast. Every Sunday. The meal and the conversations set the tone for the rest of the week. Sort of like how I experience a good sermon at Church. I had high hopes that by now I would be settled with my own family having Sunday dinners together and carrying on that tradition. But plans don't always work out the way that we think they will, and sometimes the universe has an entirely different path for us. When things have ever fallen apart in my life, I always believe that they do, because I need to see the next door that is opening for me. And it always does. That said, I cant be sad about yesterday or today, because I have so much to look forward to, for all of my tomorrows.