It's late so hopefully I can make sense....my soon-to-be ex is trying any way he can to turn my kids away from me so he can pay less child support.... some father he is. He tells everyone how much he loves his kids then he tells them how horrible I am with his crazy lies. He manipulates my poor, innocent little boys who have been though so much. He pushes the idea that "mommy is bad".....and it's all because I'm gay. If I were dating a male he'd be jealous but keep a distance. He thinks he has the right to mock my relationships and that I should feel shame about being gay. Whatever! All this hurts my kids so much that it makes me want to claw his eyes out at the very least.
He had me thinking I would fail at my job because he expected me to fail. But, guess what? 4 strong months later and I'm doing better all time.
I know for a fact that he tries to hook up with old female friends who have kids and get them to meet my kids!!! HE was the one who specifically said we should not allow significant others to meet our children until the relationship has lasted at least a year. I guess he thinks the rule doesn't apply to him only to me because I'm gay.
Anyway, this is probably a lot rambling because I did take a (prescribed) sleeping pill and need to sleep. I need to talk to Lambda Legal for advice. I'm exhausted at this point. As much as I love Boise, I'd like Todd to run away with his GF and her 3 kids while I live in a hut somewhere near the beach in Costa Rica with my kids. That would be heaven!
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