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Originally Posted by FireheartForever

~ my mother has cancer ~

while she is not meant to b with me much longer, i find myself @ a loss as to ask god what i can say for her in my prayers. i dont think anything can prepare me for the loss of another parent. am i supposed to b ready for this? if so...i cant say i feel it. chemo is suppose to extend her life...but i dont see it giving her any quality. all i know is that all the joy in my life has left..it is replaced with a knawing sorrow of what is eniveitable. i understand what its like to not b able to do anything for someone whom u love n cant......... the uneviable position of feelin helpless ....

{{{{{{{{{{{{{Fire}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}....as my beautiful BFF deb said..there are no words except the love, comfort, and support we each offer here. Make every moment you have with her a memory. Tell her of your love for here every chance you get. Sometimes a hug does wonders.
I know this is a tragic journey, heartbreaking...to feel so helpless, powerless to make things all better for your mom....but know we here send you love, support, and feel free to come and vent here anytime. May your mom and you find comfort and peace within for this journey. Perhaps a support group in your area...there are some incredible people there as well who could walk with you in this journey...ask the local SW at the hospital...I care....