[Sun]

Gratitude for friends that have made the last few months much more livable than they would have been otherwise. A painful breakup is one thing, but losing what was once a beautiful relationship and family life, is something else entirely. My concept of love has shifted and grown, I can look back and love her, love what she gave to me, love that she brought a magnificent daughter into my life, love the memories, and even in many ways, still love her. Yet the type of love has shifted and I am more at peace each day. What I desire for us both is health and happiness on our separate journey's. A few months ago I never thought I would say that. Those who knew us in real time or got to know us as a couple on Facebook always said we seemed like the perfect couple.

For a moment in history in this vast universe, there was perfection. Perfect love casts out fear. I was fearless. I would have done anything to make her happy. It was nice to have been there. Now I am glad that I am in the place in my life that I am at. I can look back, smile at the memories and wish her all the best.

Letting go was beyond brutally hard, it seemed impossible.

Thank you friends who walked with me through the darkest nights of my soul.

I love you all.