[Kenna]

my son...
the house is so quiet without his laughter, his wit, his "I know Mom"...oh how I miss when he would mimic the "Cowardly Lion" on Wizard of Oz, so perfect that he even had the funny tail "swish" down to a T... he was so funny that he would have me laughing in stitches and holding my ribs! "Here Mom, I'll hand ya a tissue... but you gotta wait to pee your pants till I'm done!"...

I have never in my life met someone that had such a WILD and really wacked out sense of humor. Our favorite comedians were Robin Williams and Whoopy... they were his mentors. But I SWEAR he could give them a running for their money!!

Sitting here tonight, I really wish I could turn back time.... and stay there... just keep replaying some amazing times with my boy.

I Love you baby. I love you with all my heart. Come back to me some day, please?

One of my favorite times with him was when a little old lady said "He doesn't have eyes in the back of his head." and he promptly said "But my Momma does!"

Ohhh how time changes everything... and how Internet Predators and Pedophiles can destroy your life and your loved ones.

"Ed" (who is NOT a member of BFP)... you took my son from me, my beautiful, bright, talented first-born... you destroyed my family and have caused such horrendous grief unimaginable. I had to sit at the Christmas dinner table, the same day as my birthday, with you... after you took my son and "disappeared" for nearly a year and a half... just so I could see my son again. I felt like you were Hitler and Dr. Mengele all wrapped up, sitting there with a cocky smile on your face acting all innocent and "lovey dovey" to my Mom... who was literally DIEING of Stage 4 cancer and I had to spoon feed her Christmas dinner. This whole time you have just skirted the law and you think you know your way around things.... but I promise you, there is Justice for EVIL devils like you. And I will be there on your judgment day. I will be standing next to Saint Peter at the Pearly Gates... I PROMISE you, the day you come to meet your maker, I will give up my place in Heaven with both my sons, my Great Gramma, Mom and other dear family members to make sure you PAY!! I WILL have a Mother's Justice... even if I have to wait 60 more years (my gramma lived to see 94!), and kiss both my boys good-bye forever and see them in my Great Gramma's loving arms for the last time. There is a special place for Predators like you. It's far worse then Hell. And I promise you, that your actions and destruction has NOT made me weak and frail...I am FAR from weak...your plan backfired buddy. I may have been weak at first, but I am my Great Gramma's shadow... I have her strength and dignity, as tough as diamonds... The day you meet your maker, I will show you no mercy.

I share this here tonight, not to vent about the grief and anger... but to "drive it home" to people about Internet Predators and their destruction. PLEASE be careful and take care of your families and yourselves... because the old sayings "it will NEVER happen to me" just doesn't fly!