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KCBUTCH · 04-13-2013, 08:39 PM

I went to another memorial today 3rd in a month, there's another next wknd and one more in Austin for Mike.
All this loss makes me reflect on my own personal losses trying to grasp my head around all the femmes who tell me "you're amazing, wonderful, I have never felt so loved and safe and was able to be completely myself with you, you're my best friend and I love you" and then leave....
I seem to have a long history of being left. I even had someone break up with me by saying "your too nice- I don't know how to handle it"... I mean Really!!
so many of these relationships weren't working and I stayed. The question is why?
Thats what's on my mind maybe due to seeing the BIG Ex I LEFT today.
and so many old faces.

04-13-2013, 08:39 PM	#11233
KCBUTCH Senior Member How Do You Identify?: Undaunted QUEER Dom, Daddy Preferred Pronoun?: MYSELF, Syr, Hy, or friend prefered Relationship Status: Cautious, indifferent... Join Date: Jan 2013 Location: Below the foothills above the beach Posts: 1,848 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 4,240 Thanked 3,305 Times in 884 Posts Rep Power: 21474850	I went to another memorial today 3rd in a month, there's another next wknd and one more in Austin for Mike. All this loss makes me reflect on my own personal losses trying to grasp my head around all the femmes who tell me "you're amazing, wonderful, I have never felt so loved and safe and was able to be completely myself with you, you're my best friend and I love you" and then leave.... I seem to have a long history of being left. I even had someone break up with me by saying "your too nice- I don't know how to handle it"... I mean Really!! so many of these relationships weren't working and I stayed. The question is why? Thats what's on my mind maybe due to seeing the BIG Ex I LEFT today. and so many old faces. __________________ "If you want to know the secrets of the Universe, think in terms of energy, frequency and vibration"-Nikola Tesla