its so difficult to let go of a parent, especially in such a sudden unexpected way. There was no time to really grieve. When someone dies, we strive to make sense when really, no sense could be made of it. Death just is its own reason. So we humans, with out infinite ability to communicate and use language, are also limited by them. No words could possibly reach inside you and make that ache any less...grieving is such a solitary experience...you do it alone, even when you have family and friends and online communities to help you through it.
but, even tho we lack the ability to remove the ache, we stand beside you, if not in real life, then in spirity. I am so sorry for your loss and for the very hard decisions you needed to make. I will lift up the prayers tonight for you and your father and your family...
blessed be, my on line friend...
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Pole bachit, a lis chuye.
The field sees, the forest hears
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