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PaPa · 05-04-2013, 06:32 PM

Tonight I have a lot on my mind....

My son is in the hospital. He was admitted at 4:30 this morning for SupraVentricular Tachycardia. He will be in there at least until Monday when they perform the tests for his heart. He called me in tears today telling me he is afraid of dying and that he has been gasping for breath all day. They have told him it is not bad enough for him to be placed on oxygen yet, but he says there is no way he can sleep with the breathing difficulties.

Other than that my birth mother / sister had an emotional collapse today and melted like a puddle to the floor screaming and crying. It took all my adopted mother / grandmother could do to help her get up off the floor and to bed. She heard it because she was outside working in her flowerbed.

*Sighs. On top of both of those my exes father's cancer (the kids' grandfather) has returned. This time it is prostate cancer.

Just seems like things are falling apart here right now and I am torn in going all directions....

Lord, give me strength....

05-04-2013, 06:32 PM	#11394
PaPa Senior Member How Do You Identify?: GQ Butch Daddy Relationship Status: A Very Protective BIG Daddy... Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Pennsylvania Posts: 2,657 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 7,597 Thanked 5,871 Times in 1,530 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	A lot... Tonight I have a lot on my mind.... My son is in the hospital. He was admitted at 4:30 this morning for SupraVentricular Tachycardia. He will be in there at least until Monday when they perform the tests for his heart. He called me in tears today telling me he is afraid of dying and that he has been gasping for breath all day. They have told him it is not bad enough for him to be placed on oxygen yet, but he says there is no way he can sleep with the breathing difficulties. Other than that my birth mother / sister had an emotional collapse today and melted like a puddle to the floor screaming and crying. It took all my adopted mother / grandmother could do to help her get up off the floor and to bed. She heard it because she was outside working in her flowerbed. *Sighs. On top of both of those my exes father's cancer (the kids' grandfather) has returned. This time it is prostate cancer. Just seems like things are falling apart here right now and I am torn in going all directions.... Lord, give me strength....