Tomorrow afternoon I get to see my oncologist! I fucking hate seeing him!
Just get the feeling that he doesn't care about me or the tumor that lives inside my spine. I know he see's people who are dieing every day. I get that more then anyone because of my father. But I just want a little compassion from him and his team! I also have a funny feeling that my tumor hasn't changed at all. He will tell me this and it will be the end of my appointment.
*sighs and lights a smoke*
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