[s0litude]

I crush for different reasons as well, and some on a VERY short list, are there and have been there for years, some are new, some remain, and some have fallen away... but you fellas are bolder than I: I won't name names. I'm shy like that. The ones I've crushed on though, they know-- or could ask if they were bold. I like bold femmes. But I don't crush easily, don't maintain crushes on crazy, and I don't-- any longer-- gives second chances. And I wouldn't even consider more with someone not willing to meet me (emotionally-invested, time-wise) halfway.

While the right kinds of femmes can get my attention, it's difficult to keep my attention. Thus... my relationship status: Bon Jovi's "Slippery When Wet" really DOES seem fitting. I'm not intentionally being an asshole-- though it's a gift-- but rather, I just have enough scars to make me really guarded as to whom I will allow close to me.