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Lady Pamela · 06-04-2013, 10:26 AM

Today is an amazing day for me. Which I silently celebrate.

Every day I get air in my lungs, a kiss from my kids, and hug from my grandbabies, Love from family members, a cuddle or for of love from my animals or feel love from and for friends ..is a moment to celebrate.

But today is because I have made it to 16 months smoke free and possibly allowed myself to have more of the above!

I must be honest..This last month has been extremely trying on me.
Many times I have struggled with the desire to have a smoke.
I seriously began to think I would cave...Though I did not.
And today I thank myself and those who suport me for that!

Many stressers have happened. Many health issues with loved ones and myself.

So I am here to ask those who have gone through this before me...WHAT CAN I DO WHEN TIMES GET REALLY HARD?

I guess I am doing ok but I have felt really weak at times.

Suggestions?

Anyways... for today I will celebrate silently and be proud I have chosen to live....smiles

And as for any updates on my scans..none yet...but hopefully soon.

Have a beautiful day everyone!
Its worth the struggle to stop. I promise!

Who else is still with me?

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06-04-2013, 10:26 AM	#947
Lady Pamela Senior Member How Do You Identify?: A Lady..Femme..Free Spirit with a touch of survivalist woman in me. Preferred Pronoun?: Spiritual Warrior..She Ra..Baby Doll, or anything close..ha! Relationship Status: In perfect love and perfect trust I believe that will be directed..for now Just friends in my life. Join Date: Mar 2010 Location: Live in Utah but take trips to Arkansas. Plan to move there eventually. Posts: 2,579 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 11,073 Thanked 5,940 Times in 1,609 Posts Rep Power: 21474854	Made it to 16 months. Today is an amazing day for me. Which I silently celebrate. Every day I get air in my lungs, a kiss from my kids, and hug from my grandbabies, Love from family members, a cuddle or for of love from my animals or feel love from and for friends ..is a moment to celebrate. But today is because I have made it to 16 months smoke free and possibly allowed myself to have more of the above! I must be honest..This last month has been extremely trying on me. Many times I have struggled with the desire to have a smoke. I seriously began to think I would cave...Though I did not. And today I thank myself and those who suport me for that! Many stressers have happened. Many health issues with loved ones and myself. So I am here to ask those who have gone through this before me...WHAT CAN I DO WHEN TIMES GET REALLY HARD? I guess I am doing ok but I have felt really weak at times. Suggestions? Anyways... for today I will celebrate silently and be proud I have chosen to live....smiles And as for any updates on my scans..none yet...but hopefully soon. Have a beautiful day everyone! Its worth the struggle to stop. I promise! Who else is still with me? . __________________ Believe what people show you the first time. It will keep you in balance, and will show you truth! ~~ Author unknown ~~ When negative thoughts come to mind, Let them die stillborn. Speak and do posotive in any situation, And watch your dreams grow and flurish. If you can't say anything posotive, Zip it up. Do not give birth to that which you do not want to see grow. See it, Believe it, Own it, Have it! ~~ Lady Pamela ~~