Whats on my mind.. The saying people come into your life for a reason, how many times have I heard that and thought that myself. It is true they do.. so that leaves me with so many things on my mind.. do I take that chance? Do I do what I really want to do and trust it? I feel like it is right but then in my mind I know all things come to an end .. the only question is the when and why,not if it will end,all things end!
Sometimes I worry myself,I am so easy to just follow my path where ever it takes me.. I know I will be all right I always am. Then I remember that death is quick, who does my child have if something happened to me. The ones I have chosen to care for her if something did happen to me, but dang I am way down here away from anyone close to us
Every since my bestie passed, I am more cautious now.. it reminded me I am all my kid has that's it just me. But then their words enter my head.. I think it is coming from the heart and sometimes it feels like just what I need. I have a lot of thinking to do on this I feel. But all of me just wants to throw caution to the wind and take flight.. I know who I am I will always be alright.
funny how someone says something not truly being serious, then the more that seed takes hold in their mind the quicker they mean it and want it.
That is how I feel like it was just being funny and friendly then all of a sudden it became real.
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