blech
whats on my mind....isss..how i continue to let you manipulate me and convince me that when YOU are selfish...uncaring and cruel..i some how deserve it..or brought it on. I shouldnt need to ask my wife/gf/partner to be there for me in a stressful time. You knew exactly how stressed i was and yet..you couldnt bother yourself to be there for me...yet..somehow..this is all my fault. Im done making excuses for you...and done making excuses for me, as to WHY i keep letting you back in after you run away. Run away....run as far as you can...i have chased you....taken you back in 2 times!! I love you, im sure i always will. But today...im moving on...without you.
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