[Soft*Silver]

`1) I am a procrastinator. To a fault. I use to have to live by deadlines and day planners. My schedule was so tight I rarely got home before dark and almost always left before daylight. Now, I fight to make sure that doesnt re-occur consciously but also, in a very passive aggressive unconscious way. I find myself missing appts. I forget meetings. I drag my feet on things that have a time schedule.

2) I hate hate hate talking on the phone. Its gotten much worse the past couple years. I think this comes from believing you could get to know someone and have a relationship with them if you spent enough time with them online and on the phone. (I learned this is SO not true) And also because there was a time when every phone call was a crisis, from my former line of work. It really doesnt matter how it started. What does matter is that there are dear friends I havent spoken to for almost a year because I cant stand to be on the phone. New friends know I have about ten minutes max before I start to get anxious. If you dont pick up my cues, or my direct request to get off by 30, there is a good chance I simply wont pick up the phone again when you call.

3) my fav purse designer is Dooney & Bourke. I would so die for one of their pink ones!

4) I religiously watch reruns of the 70s show and then Criminal Minds every night

5) I dont cry anymore I use to cry alot. I had alot to cry about. And that made me sensitive to things that would also move me to tears. I realized the other nite, that I hadnt cried much at all this year and when I did, it was over physical pain, not emotional pain.