As if I don't have enough stress in my life already ...LOL
I've been doing some thinking over the last few days about something someone said to me recently as Hy lit my cigarette. "We need to work on this." And it was accompanied by THAT look...
After being smoke free for over 23 years, and for no valid reason, on September 3, 2011 I started smoking again. Early in 2012 I quit until the Fall when I picked them up again - this time for stress management; thinking smoking would prevent stress eating. And, for the most part, it did...
There are 5 cigarettes left in the pack sitting next to me and the nearest unopened pack is about a half mile away at Walgreens where, I decided, they shall remain.
I know I can do this, it's easy. But can I do it without regaining any of the weight I've worked so hard to lose? There's only one way to find out...
Wish me luck!
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