A couple of months ago I was diagnosed with some health issues. I've gone through and am going through emotional ups and downs. While I know the Lord is with me always, my loneliness is in missing human contact and someone to talk to, per a friend. She shared this song with me and I'd like to share it with all of you that may feel alone for whatever the reason, but please know that you aren't. By faith I know I will be okay. God bless you all.
Just Don't Wanna Know - Marvin Winans
I hurt so many nights. Cried so many hours. Trying to make it right.
Just didn't have the power. You ignored all of my tears.
In hopes they'd disappear. I tried to let it show.
But I guess...you just don't wanna know
I came to you in love. I came to you in earnest. Could you possibly explain?
Why the flames, why the furnace? Just needing to get it clear.
I was hoping you would hear. I tried to let it go.
But I guess...you just don't wanna know.
Now it's true that God is always there, He said He'd never leave.
But at times the human touch is what I need.
And if I had a dime for every time I tried to call your name.
Some tell me, I'd be wealthy.
But I learned that I could cope. I discovered I could make it.
In nights so long and cold. So cold, you don't know how cold.
I learned that I could take it. Now I wouldn't change a thing.
Not for the knowledge, not for the knowledge that I've gained.
I learned that I could grow.
I really did, I tried to let it show.
I did. I tried to let it go.
But I guess...you just don't wanna know.
Thank you, Jesus. I love You!