[girl_dee]

Originally Posted by GeeGina

I was weak. I caved, gave in, surrendered to temptation, and otherwise did that thing I swore I would not ever do again.

Answer the Booty Call.

It was late, I had some wine, and when my phone buzzed I knew that was her on the other end. Who else calls at 11:30 - then follows up with a text saying "Pick up, baby"?

Maybe it was the wine, maybe it was Friday, maybe I was just feeling frisky...but I took the call and against my better judgement, was no less than 10 minutes later in a cab headed to her place.

Funny thing is that I don't feel guilty. I got what I needed, gave her what she needed and left next morning without a lot of fuss or muss. I vowed not to do this again...but am actually glad I did. My belief is that avoiding this person - a total player, by the way - gave her all the power. Today, I feel like I took some of it back for myself.

That said, I don't think I'm going back there again. The spell is broken.

why would you feel guilty? We all have needs. No harm no foul.