[~baby~doll~]

There are not many things i feel to old to do. my mind says i can do as i please. my physical limitations tell me there are any number of things i am not capable of accomplishing on my so. This makes me feel old.
An example is this, my mind tells me i can go down the stairs alone. my family and doctors tell me i can't. i think i can drive a car my body says "what are you crazy."
Old though is relative in ones mind and soul. my body has made the decisions for me.
Today is a good day i have clear thoughts and am not totally confused and lost in O/our house. It gets tough sometimes when i see just how childlike i have become at what seems to me a fairly young age.
As i stated when i started there are not many things i feel to old to do, i am old enough to know what my body is no longer capable of. Sometimes this makes me sad, other times i just grin and bear it and feel disappointed i will not be bungee jumping this weekend.