[JustLovelyJenn]

Today, my thoughts have been dominated by the future... and preparing for things that may happen. I have been feeling the urge lately to insure that I am indeed headed in the right direction in life. I feel like I am at a fork in the road, with many choices. Among those choices are dark and dangerous woods, treacherous waterfalls ending in deadly, jagged rocks, and rickety bridges with gaping holes over pits of poisonous snakes. But, I know there is also a challenging path that will lead far and high, that will test my resolve but ultimately fulfil my dreams.

Some words and actions from my family, my biggest support system, today have brought the path I am on into higher question in my mind. Am I depending too much on their support to make it to that mark where I can take off on my own? Are they in fact keeping me back from that goal? Is there a way that I have not considered that is a better option?

I need to reflect on all of these questions, I need to look at the direction I have chosen and also look at the other paths that are available. I need to make some big decisions… and soon.