Dedicated to the one that truly knows me.
I recall when you were a stranger to me just a name on a screen that I would see from time to time.
Then I saw your name in the House thread and slowly we became friends.
I recall watching your words and smiling when you smiled and sighing when you were hurting. By this time I had earned enough trust for you to consider me Unkle which is quite an honor in itself. There was always a part of me that wanted to protect you and make you smile. I also had to admit to myself that there was a part of me that desired more. However it was never the right time to admit my crush so I stayed on the sidelines happy to be considered one of your trusted friends.
I clearly recall the private message I sent you two Christmases ago asking if we could exchange addresses so that I could send you and yours a Christmas card. Who knew that innocent message would open the door to what we share today. One of those rare right time right thing situations I always heard about but had never experienced until then. We did not get together right away but became closer as I was there when you needed a non judgmental ear.
I came for a visit and what we had begun long distance ignited a fire nether of us was prepared for. I recall how hard it was to get back on that plane and go back to Illinois after only four days. The next three months were torture for both of us with the distance that separated us. Again things happened at the right time and right place so that in January of 2013 I was on a three day Greyhound trip moving to Oregon so that we could be closer and I could start my transition. I don't think either of us will deny that those first three months were hell sprinkled with intense happiness. Who knew it would take so long for me to find a place. Lesson learned but well worth it.
I recall oh so many things after that initial time how well we grew to know each other. It was not easy but you were always there and thirsty for knowledge. You didn't just want me to know you but you wanted to know me all of me.
We both thought it was over for us about 6 months ago and I moved out yet we remained friends and in each others life. Looking back and at where we are now I think that 6 months if living apart drew us closer together. For now we have a new bond and our old one is more intense/stable then it has ever been. For now you truly do know all of me.
So on what will be the second month that I have been your boy I dedicate these memories to you Ma'am. I touch my training collar and am calmed and intoxicated all at the same time. For I recall the largest be in your eyes when you put it around my neck. Just as clearly as I recall the trust and love in your eyes when I placed your necklace around your neck knowing that in time it will be me placing my collar around your neck.
No our relationship is not traditional far from it but I would not have it any other way. I hope you know how honored I am that you are my Ma'am and that I am your Ulrich.
Happy anniversary Ma'am
Kneeling in front of You eyes down to present You this simple gift 
TBW 2014