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Originally Posted by LoyalWolfsBlade
That I honestly just forgot what I was going to post....oh well either I will recall or it wasn't all that important
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Knew I would recall,,,,seems I have been mistaking someone having the wrong perception of what I write to selective reading instead of selective hearing. Not with everyone of course but I am running into it more and more. Can't even blame it on my ablity to be long winded bcs the phenomenon occurs no matter the length.
However, this type of selective listening is more irritating bcs it dosen't seem to be as easily corrected as the active verbal selective hearing is. Maybe I'm just more irritated by it due to how long it takes me to type (especially on the phone keypad) and bcs of that I seem to feel more intensely about the words I am communicating.
I can also feel my depression level rising due to my pain level and that tends to make me more impatient sometimes. Lovely how it all feeds each other then add in what is turning out to be an unhealthy living environment (should have seen that coming since my family is involved), lack of a supportive non family environment (again shouldn't be surprised mid size town in hickville Georgia afer all), and then throw in a fucked up sleeping pattern topped with a truck load of stress. Got off topic blame it on having to much on my mind.....