[Kenna]

I really wish I didn't miss so much....

I miss:
Taking care of someone… offering quiet, loving support in your time of need or giving a good wake-up-call when motivation is needed…having dinner ready, making your breakfast, hosting our family gatherings and holidays…running to the pharmacy in the middle of the night for anything you needed to make you feel better…supporting you in your endeavors

I miss:
Having someone to stand by my side while we raised our family…a true companion who would know when the situation required tenderness or motivation…and a lover who would know how to read the signs of their loved one... so to temper the situation and shield them from more heartache… I miss giving that to someone and receiving in turn…

I miss:
great conversation (in and out of bed),
the sound of your voice when you pick up the phone and suddenly realize who it is,
your strong arms wrapped around me,
spooning…the curve of your neck when I nuzzle and the way you catch your breath when you feel my gentle warm kisses… starting at your ear and slowly working my way to your shoulder… while I caress your sore tired muscles,
how you roll over and pull me close and say “kiss me”,
laughter, intimacy, candlelight,
your sweet smile when you are happy, your mischievous smile when you flirt,
your sad eyes that tell me all you need is an embrace,
your tired eyes that tell me you just want dinner and a quiet evening in your castle,
the way you look at me with those come get me eyes,
the way your eyes can show such tenderness and compassion yet I know the strength within your heart and soul,
the way only one look from you tells me to expect a Tiger in my bed tonight…

I miss:
being tuned into one another and knowing when the time was right…
the way we can have fun at half time or after “the game”…the way I can tease you before the game to let you know I’ll be waiting…
your confidence,
slow dancing and how you take the lead,
elegant lingerie,
knowing I can make you melt,
your chivalry, courage and honor,
your kiss (gentle and soft or so passionate you make me beg for more),
the way the feeling of your kiss and touch lingers and makes me tingle,
your intelligence, honesty and trust,
how protective you are especially of children,
a quiet walk hand-n-hand and how you treat me like a lady,
how deeply I can feel you in my heart,
the lipstick you allow me to leave behind,
how you reach for me and need me, cuddling afterwards,
the scent of your favorite cologne when your strong but gentle hands cup my face for that good bye kiss,
tangled up in you,
learning something new,
how you tease me, how you bring out and need the Tigress in me…
the tingles I can give to you when my nails caress the small of your back and trace the curve of your neck...
I miss being there for someone when they need me. I miss sharing my dreams with them…I miss placing my trust in them…
Now, where are you?
In my dreams…

I really wish I didn't miss so much....
I really wish all my misses and missed-out-ons will come true one day...
“And in the morning when you go
Wake me gently so I'll know
That loving you was not a dream
And whisper softly what it means to be with me
Then every moment we're apart
Will be a lifetime to my heart”