No matter how much time goes by every time we hang out together it all comes flooding back. Past 9 years I've told myself she'd never try again, that she doesn't feel the same or if she does that she'd never admit it to me.
People in our lives say I'm wrong. I didn't let myself believe them but the other night I know she felt the same as me and was thinking the same thing as we were sitting there talking and watching the movie. Then her not wanting me to get off the phone once I got home that night.
If only I knew the right words to say to explain things in the right way.
*Sigh*
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