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How Do You Identify?: butch/MOC
Preferred Pronoun?: Hy/hym/hys but in circumstances like work and some other places she
Relationship Status: single
Join Date: Sep 2013
Location: nj
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it always amazes that you get what you need when you need it. Miss Tick spoke of many of my feelings. However as many know I have discovered and allowed my more masculine side to emerge and yet still feel like a female and a woman. I do feel the woman part reciding as I feel more butch but I like to embrace all parts of myself. I do feel that at times I love how I have evolved as butch in dress and demeanor and feeling. The world sees me as a woman and my kids see me as a woman although I feel more female than woman.
However, there are times that I feel between two worlds. The world that knew me before my change in my sense of self and the world that knows me as I change.
I have to admit and this is hard that when I am id'd as I have been as someone's bf I am both excited by it and confused by it and my feeling. It is about gender not sex. I don't know where this is going but this thread is very good for me.
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