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Leigh · 06-02-2015, 09:12 PM

My mom is on my mind tonight. How a simple argument over Facebook while in the same house turned my entire world upside down. Yes sometimes I say things out of anger and I unintentionally hurt someone I love but when you hide behind a monitor something is wrong. I finally have my freedom; my own apartment with a friend should be a happy time but in this case not so much. I'm lucky to have an amazing fiancée and wonderful friends & family to help me through but when you lose the love of a parent because they are no longer able to control you is a very powerful loss. My heart is full yet empty, happy yet crying tears of unimaginable pain. I hope that one day I will be able to be in my mom's presence once again and be able to be with my sweet sister ~ until then I will move on and if it is meant to be it will be, if not then there is a reason of which I may not know of right now but one day I will understand

06-02-2015, 09:12 PM	#12624
Leigh Infamous Member How Do You Identify?: Femme Preferred Pronoun?: She, Her, etc Relationship Status: Single Join Date: Nov 2009 Location: Canada Posts: 7,767 My Photo Gallery Thanks: 9,029 Thanked 13,024 Times in 4,784 Posts Rep Power: 21474859	My mom is on my mind tonight. How a simple argument over Facebook while in the same house turned my entire world upside down. Yes sometimes I say things out of anger and I unintentionally hurt someone I love but when you hide behind a monitor something is wrong. I finally have my freedom; my own apartment with a friend should be a happy time but in this case not so much. I'm lucky to have an amazing fiancée and wonderful friends & family to help me through but when you lose the love of a parent because they are no longer able to control you is a very powerful loss. My heart is full yet empty, happy yet crying tears of unimaginable pain. I hope that one day I will be able to be in my mom's presence once again and be able to be with my sweet sister ~ until then I will move on and if it is meant to be it will be, if not then there is a reason of which I may not know of right now but one day I will understand __________________ "When you fall off the wagon ... clutch the sides of it until you get a better grip!"