Gutting this place! Yesterday I went back to cleaning up bookmarks and eventually decided if I hadn't even visited, let alone used or purchased anything off of this long, long list of bookmarks in years and years, how much did I really need them? I took a big breath and deleted all but nine of them. Then today with every last box filled and hauled away, I went and purchased more boxes. My new goal is to go through the things I intended to keep and get rid of half of everything. I'm sick of all the clutter and looking at supplies I purchased to make things which I no longer have the patience, eyesight, or dexterity for. It just makes more sense to keep the things I can actually still use and make room for new things in my life I might enjoy and actually be able to accomplish. I don't know maybe that's just bailing, giving up, being a quitter but it's been a long time of beating myself up for no longer being good at many of the things I used to enjoy but now find so difficult that for me there is just no longer any joy or pleasure in doing them. Hobbies should be fun right.
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