[G Snap!]

I have an application in through the city for a good job and it is one of those that you have to jump through hoops to get. I have to "self schedule" the next step and nothing is showing up on my application yet to do so. I can't help but sit here and bight my nails in fear I checked a box wrong here or didn't check a box there. Whether they will ever tell me if I checked a box wrong here or didn't check a box there. Or if the fact we got a little "inclement weather" and the human resources person down town just didn't show up for work today to post the scheduling or something. I hate that my life is kind of balancing on wether I get this job or not (even though @ will tell me it's not) and just waiting. Or that the wrongs in my past will for ever interfere with my future. ugh.

OK so I just checked on my application status and it let me "jump through the next hoop" and schedule the next step.

OMG I need a drink...