there was an instant chemistry between us. It's quite hard to explain but I can try. Have you ever met someone and felt like you had already known them? Not knowing when or where but searching your mind...Always searching. I felt a comfort level immediately and I'm not a trusting person. I was able to open up like never before. I didn't put up a pretty face and smile. I was honest about who I am. I didn't fear judgement or rejection. I trusted someone I barely knew and for absolutely no logical reason. The only thing is, I was not in control of any of this. It was totally involuntary. I would say "WTF!!" after a session of whispering my deepest, darkest secrets. Even sitting here now, I am still in amazement of how we came together. Still in awe of how connected we are. A voice that soothes me and lulls a troubled mind to sleep. A touch that simultaneously ignites passion and comforts me like like only a best friend could. Eyes that I could stare into for a thousand years and never want to blink, fearful I might miss something. Arms that feel like they were molded just to hold my body. This is kismet. I didn't choose this. I didn't even see it coming. I have no choice but to love hym. And I do. So much. I don't think there are enough descriptors in the English language to convey what I feel. Something/someone much greater must have forged this, and a long time ago. It's my only logical explanation.
