[dixie]

1. What can you do today that you were not capable of a year ago?
ha! run

2. What's been on your mind most lately?
forgiveness, new beginnings, sanity

3. In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love, health, fame?
happiness, love, health, money, fame

4. Right now, at this moment, what do you want most?
my heart's desire

5. What word best describes the way you’ve spent the last month of your life?
stressed

6. What is the #1 motivator in your life right now?
eh, I don't have a whole lot of motivation right now. I'm simply going thru the motions and trying to survive.

7. In one sentence, who are you?
I am me...no more, no less.

8. What do you want to be known for?
Nothing. I'm ok with being the forgotten one.

9. If you had to move 3000 miles away, what one thing would you miss most?
Not a damn thing.

10. In one year from today, how do you think your life will be different?
I don't even know what next week will bring, so I have no clue about next year.

11. Who makes you feel good about yourself?
Only I can do that.

12. What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?
Comparable level of (in)sanity, good sense of humor, non-judgmental

13.What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?
What HASN'T it stopped me from....

14. What is something you have always wanted since you were a kid?
I really have no idea.

15. What stands between you and what you want?
I am my own worst enemy

16. What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?
Depends

17. When did you first realize that life is short?
My last suicide attempt

18. What do you need to spend more time doing?
Staying awake.

19. What issues do you continually refuse to confront?
Some emotional ones that I would prefer remain buried

20. What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?
drugs

21.What’s a common misconception people have about you?
There are plenty.

22.What’s something no one can take away from you?
My deeper self

23. What is something that you would hate to go without for a day?
Music

24. When you look into the past, what do you miss the most?
I miss a certain couple years and a certain person

25. What memory from this past year makes you smile the most?
um........I can't think of anything particularly memorable in that department. I'm sure I smiled a hella lot, but nothing stands out.

26. What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?
I need to get some emotional shit under control

27. If not now, then when?
The sooner the better. I almost didn't live thru the last go round

28. What have you done that you are truly proud of?
I'm proud of my son

29. What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?
I actually like exercising lol

30. What do you want to remember forever?
my son

31. What could society do without?
violence and crooked politician

32. What is one thing right now, that you are totally sure of?
I'm tired as hell. That I'm sure of.

33. If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?
Chill the fuck out. Be calm. Be peaceful.

34. What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?
Run

35. What’s something you changed your mind about when you grew older?
A lot of things

36. What didn’t last forever, but was still worth your while?
certain love

37. If you could go back in time and tell a younger version of yourself one thing, what would you tell?
Don't be dumb

38. If you knew you were dying in 60 seconds, what would your last words be?
Gosh I don't know

39. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
Probably, since I talk all the damn time

40. What questions do you often ask yourself?
Some really fucked up ones